Xanga and I just arent gettin along these days.

so hit up the myspace

www.myspace.com/showbreadfreak911

maybe i'll come back someday?

Keep The Faith<3

Currently Listening Myself When I Am Real By Bebo Norman see related

Here's To Goodbye

Benji and Mark's graduation was yesterday.

It was awfully sad, yet joyous. It's odd how you can be sad and celebratory at one event at the same time. And during this little slide show where they showed pictures of the seniors when they were little and then now, they played this song I totally forgot about by Eve 6 that I used to love. So duh, I have to show you the lyrics:

So denied so I lied
 Are you the now or never kind
In a day and a day love
I'm gonna be gone for good again
Are you willing to be had
Are you cool with just tonight
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well

Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon

Put your name on the line along with place and time
Wanna stay not to go I wanna ditch the logical
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well

Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon

All my time is froze in motion
Can't I stay an hour or two or more
Don't let me let you go
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well

Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon

Man, if I cried at theirs, then I'm really gonna cry at Mandi's... or maybe not.

SO anyway, after that we went to Benji's house for his graduation party! It was f-u-n, but we had to leave too soon. =(

Sometimes I'm in awe of God's amazing power. He's blessed me with life and love and an incredible family. God is good, all the time.

I'm headin out.

Staci
Sometimes at night
When I am afraid
I cover my eyes, I cover my shame
So here in the dark, broken apart.
Come with your light
To fill up my heart... <3

Currently Listening Prologue By The Evan Anthem Goodnight, Good Fight see related

Hooray For Saturday (and Friday)

On Thursday, it rained during recess.

And we danced in it.

Ggglorious.

Yesterday was masssss fun, so duh. I have to tell you every detail about it! We went bowling with Jake, Katie, Taylor (A.), and Pat. I did actually pretty good. I got TWO strikes, WABAM! My final scores were 89 and 52. Eeeeek! Pat broke 100. GAY! Anyway, so then we decided to go to Family Video and rent a movie. So we're all looking in there, and of course Katie and I wanted The Notebook or Tristan and Isolde, but the guys were like ooh no! So we decided on The Ringer, but the video store didnt have it. So we left with no movie. =( But the hilarious part was this 9 year old kid went up to Katie and asked for her number, HAHAHA!

So we go back to Jakes house and play pool for a little bit. That was pretty cool. We all got hats from his basement and went gangster style. Then we all changed into our swimsuits and stuff and went in the hottub. =) That was fuuun. We all jumped in the pool too, which was ridiculiously cold. But anyway, so basically it was crazy fun, but Pat had to leave early, which was at like... 10:30? And then Taylor, Katie, and I went home at about 12.

Which brings me to today.

GUESS WHERE I AM.. RIGHT NOW!

No, you guessed wrong.

I'm at REBECCA'S! duhh.

It's fun. We ate food, and curled hair, and did crazy stuff. Basically, Rebecca is my hero. K? Then tomorrow we're going to her church, and then it's Kings Island with Chelsea and the fam and Sarah for her party. Well, I'm going to go. Everybody keep it fresh, God Bless!

Staci
It's not too late
You'll have your day
Don't be afraid cause you're not the same
You'll have your time to realize
And I'll be there
Right by your side.
To see it all... <3

Currently Listening Dawn Escapes By Falling Up Contact see related

The Weekend/Week

Alrightyy, we've got alot to cover folks.

Friday Meg came over before the variety show and we got to hang out. I love Megan! Then we took her and Eric to the variety show. That was tight, Haley was AWESOME. The only bad part was me getting gum stuck in my hair and freaking out in the bathroom =).

Then Eric, Megan, and I all got tasty treats at UDF. HOORAY!

Saturday was Mandi's senior prom! The very last dance =(. That was fun. We went to Ellen's for pictures and Megan was there =) and Travis came at the end. But yeah, hooray!

Then Sunday was Mothers Day, and so mom and I went to Nannie & Poppy's. That was cool. Jaad and I basically hung out for like an hour and a half in his car listening to his crappy music, and then my awesome music. =)

Then Tuesday was the dreadful speech day! I actually did ok, and I got a 100%.

Yeah. I've got nothing else to talk about. WAIT YES I DO!

Jakes pool party is going to be the funnest time ever. EVERRR!

Ok, laterr. God Bless

Staci
Never underestimate my Jesus
You're tellin me that theres no hope
I'm tellin you you're wrong
Never underestimate my Jesus
When the world around you crumbles
He will be strong... <3

Currently Listening Dawn Escapes By Falling Up see related

I was poisoned. (seriously. just read it)

No seriously.

So yesterday we're in 7th bell and Katie and I are just being stupid and what not, and we're playing with markers and stick figures we created for our presentation. Well Katie grabs this bottle, it was the one that our teacher uses to clean the board. (we all asumed it was water.) Katie then sprayed me in the face. About 2.5 seconds later, I go aaahh! And we find out that it was indeed expo aka board cleaning stuff. So it got in my eyes, and in my mouth. So the teacher starts freaking out and her and the nurse call Poison Control right? And so then, I had to wash my face in the school bathroom for 10 minutes, and rinse and spit for 10 minutes. Yeah, not cool! And plus, it didnt help that Jake and Josh are sitting there going "Dude, is she gonna die? What if she dies!" Yeah, big fun! Lol, well everything turned out ok, I was completely fine, nothing happened. Except Katie got Friday school (which is like 2 hour detention) which I dont get but whatever. Haha, it was kinda funny now though, looking back on it.

Chris got off American Idol. WHAT THE CRAP IS THAT? Ugh, whatever.

Tomorrow is the Variety Show! I'm goin with the Quad Gang-Stars. It's gonna be fuuun.

My Bible and I have been spending alot of quality time together lately, and it's help to strengthen my faith.

Today, my friends that made fun of my for my faith last time, did it again today too. I'm not gonna lie, it brought me down.

But my good friend Bennie put it in a good way. He's had alot of experience in this whole department and he basically said, well think about when Jesus was on the earth. People treated Him horribly, so it isn't going to be different for us.

That's what being a Jesus Freak is all about. Sticking to Christ no matter what comes in our way. Swimming against the current. There have been people all over the world who have DIED and were tortured for their faith and refusing to back down. And THAT is a Jesus Freak. Oh, and my faith isn't "cute"... its my Life.

God Bless you all dearies. If you wanna hang out this weekend, you (most likely) know the number =)

Staci
Release the gate of beautiful
I am staying down
To hide in rooms away... <3